I ran for 8 minutes and walked for 2. I am.... beyond amazed at myself. It was only half of what I was required, but I didn't even think I'd make 1 lap and I did 5!!! 2 of the instructors grabbed my arms on my last lap and helped me run. LOL It actually kept me going through the last lap.
I prayed of my gratitude last night. I decided to send my gratitude everything out into the universe. I still pray I find my way to an amazing man who loves me. A man with honor and purity. Who is genuine and humble.
I've left my world. I've learned a new language and crossed the biggest ocean and all of this country to find something. To find life, to find love, to find meaning.... to make a mark. To make my life worthy of existence. To see that the world is a place that is real and reachable. To feel like I am finally free of the boundaries that circle me when I stay in one place too long. To completely risk as much as I could possibly think of and give everything I could to see something totally different. What would happen if I was alone all my life. What would happen if I had nothing and nobody but myself and my own wits to get through life. Could I do it? That's what I'm here finding out. And I know that I won't find anyone in my life to share with until I DO know.
I also went to Korean BBQ. Russell invited me. And while we all know how apprehensive I am about him... there were other people so I decided delicious Korean BBQ was worth it.
As I'm writing this, I see Peter. Silly Peter. He said he will teach me to ride a motorbike.
I prayed of my gratitude last night. I decided to send my gratitude everything out into the universe. I still pray I find my way to an amazing man who loves me. A man with honor and purity. Who is genuine and humble.
I've left my world. I've learned a new language and crossed the biggest ocean and all of this country to find something. To find life, to find love, to find meaning.... to make a mark. To make my life worthy of existence. To see that the world is a place that is real and reachable. To feel like I am finally free of the boundaries that circle me when I stay in one place too long. To completely risk as much as I could possibly think of and give everything I could to see something totally different. What would happen if I was alone all my life. What would happen if I had nothing and nobody but myself and my own wits to get through life. Could I do it? That's what I'm here finding out. And I know that I won't find anyone in my life to share with until I DO know.
I also went to Korean BBQ. Russell invited me. And while we all know how apprehensive I am about him... there were other people so I decided delicious Korean BBQ was worth it.
As I'm writing this, I see Peter. Silly Peter. He said he will teach me to ride a motorbike.
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