Needless to say Russell didn't show up for cards. What a douche. It's almost like he just made it up to see if I'd go around looking for him. So he can prove to himself he has power over me or something. Glad I wasn't counting on that to be my entertainment for the night. Pam told me last night that she didn't really care for Russell and neither did her husband Mark. Thank God I'm not the only person who sees through his pretentious bullshit. Their impression of him is basically the same as mine.

I impressed Kru Rose today in class with my blocks. Mostly because I was paying attention to his center... like Sensei David taught me. All movement comes from the center, watch the solar plexus and you will see any hit coming your way. It was a full fledged flash back like the amazing X box flash back in Tom Yum Goong when Tony Jaa remembers his dad telling him to strike the tendons to "bring down the elephant". LOL! Kru Rose tried to trick me by flipping his hips back and forth before he kicked me. But I wasn't watching his hips... I watched his solar plexus and caught the strike. He hugged me after.

Today Peter is teaching me to ride a motorbike. I hope to God not on his. His is huge. No pun intended to the Thai Hulk! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

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Well... Peter did not show up today. I guess I sort of expected that. Story of my life. :( I went to MaMa's after an hour and a half. It's like a sanctuary there. No one knows to find me there. Very nice when I want to get away. I can sit and think about things. And this very strange pattern of men in my life.