Crappiest night ever! I didn't sleep well at all. I'll live though. My foot is super swollen. But I put Tiger Balm on it, so it'll get better. I went to dinner last night and they were showing Ong Bak 2. I really needed to see this. It was like a breath of fresh air. The movies that inspired me to come here. Not to mention Tony Jaa. He inspired me all over again. Last night I got all weirdly emotional thinking if I died and couldn't live my life with the purpose I intent to. I guess that makes me human. Who doesn't think about that?
I got my money finally! And takes raped me. I mean completely raped me. Beyond all reason they did not need to take that much money out but did anyway because they're the government kind of rape. I can still make it work though. I have to. Getting that money made me realize how much I want to stay here. How much I want a life on my own. How much I want to keep pushing and see what else I can learn. If this doesn't happen then I don't know what in life will make me happy. Not Utah, not LA and not Thailand either. I have to break out of these emotional changes or it'll consume me.
Some of the instructors here told me I look like a Thai actress. I didn't catch her name, but they said she was beautiful. LOL So I'll take it as a compliment. Silly Thai boys. I'm so grateful to the friends I have here. And to the ones that write to me. And I hope Lauren and Reeve find each other. And I wish Peter would tell me why he stood me up.
I got my money finally! And takes raped me. I mean completely raped me. Beyond all reason they did not need to take that much money out but did anyway because they're the government kind of rape. I can still make it work though. I have to. Getting that money made me realize how much I want to stay here. How much I want a life on my own. How much I want to keep pushing and see what else I can learn. If this doesn't happen then I don't know what in life will make me happy. Not Utah, not LA and not Thailand either. I have to break out of these emotional changes or it'll consume me.
Some of the instructors here told me I look like a Thai actress. I didn't catch her name, but they said she was beautiful. LOL So I'll take it as a compliment. Silly Thai boys. I'm so grateful to the friends I have here. And to the ones that write to me. And I hope Lauren and Reeve find each other. And I wish Peter would tell me why he stood me up.
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